The soporific effect of William Fiennes'
presentation at Goldsmiths this afternoon may possibly have had more to do
with the quantities of ibuprofen I had imbibed than with him being a
less-than-scintillating speaker (which he is not). Yesterday I inflicted a large and brooding swelling upon my own shin after a slow-mo, high impact
fall whilst jogging in the park. Still, whichever way you look at it I
was 'lulled' in the truest sense of the word – I listened to Fiennes speak as if he were singing to the room, a lullaby to hold and soothe
and comfort us as we drifted towards our dreams of writing.
It didn't matter that we had no clear destination in mind – as Fiennes himself said, 'I can't really do plot' – what mattered was the language, the poetry, the evocation of the universal and the mythic: beauty, return, home, suffering, nostalgia, memory, family, loss, resurrection. Those of us who choose to honour (some may say, indulge) the compulsion to write need no convincing of the inherent value of language for language's sake - we choose to see and to interpret the world through the filter of words, that most constitutional and essential of media. And here was a wonderful, enriching meditation on this theme exemplified in both the readings and the presentation.
It didn't matter that we had no clear destination in mind – as Fiennes himself said, 'I can't really do plot' – what mattered was the language, the poetry, the evocation of the universal and the mythic: beauty, return, home, suffering, nostalgia, memory, family, loss, resurrection. Those of us who choose to honour (some may say, indulge) the compulsion to write need no convincing of the inherent value of language for language's sake - we choose to see and to interpret the world through the filter of words, that most constitutional and essential of media. And here was a wonderful, enriching meditation on this theme exemplified in both the readings and the presentation.
Nevertheless, I
would normally be the first among those to jeer and taunt at
art-for-art's-sake for its inaccessible elitism, its implied
narcissism, its self-satisfied superiority over the plebeians left at
the academic gate. I'm interested in literature with balls, real
literature, literature that teaches and provokes and has
something to say about the world – literature that means
something. So what's all this
pining after language for language's sake?
Fiennes spoke of the
writing impulse arising from 'necessity' and 'strong feeling' – no
one is ever going to say there are not enough books in the world, he
reminds us. It is critical to write what you really care about, not
some dross you think will sell – but writing that you are compelled
to do, stories that cannot not be told. This resonated deeply
with my own sense of what I'd like to write (and hope that I am
writing). I have lost count of the times I've read a manuscript
shared in a writing group and wanted, were it not for a very English
sense of politeness, to chuck it in the bin and run around the room,
hands waving overhead, shouting 'what's the bloody point of this?!' -
another gratuitous tale of scatalogical sexuality, another gap yaah jaunt around Asia, yet one more fucked-up marriage on a beach.
I.
Just.
Don't.
Care.
I understand that
this is all relative – one girl's Proust is another's Jilly Cooper,
after all. But doing my best to write well about things that matter is absolutely
fundamental to my own developing practice, to my sense of myself as a
writer in the world.
I hope to write the
kind of fiction that has something to say and in so doing write with
an energy that conveys that sense of the necessity of saying it –
at the moment I have at least three books in my head that I feel I
can't not write: they've been following me around for years –
stories that want to be heard and understood. So where does the
beauty bit come in? The attempt to create something beautiful –
what might at first appear as the use of language for language's sake
– is bound up with the impulse to say something and say it well.
Books can teach us things about life, about people and history and
power and love and war and any other Big Idea you can name – and
the best ones do that without us even realising it, most often by
beguiling – by lulling – us with their beauty. Language, style,
tone, theme, motif, symbol, pattern, structure and so on are all
elements of a book that contribute to the imperative and effect of
aesthetic enjoyment: the stuff that makes us like books and words.
Listening to Fiennes
today – talking about all of the above, along with form and genre, structuring techniques and principles, editing and
economy of words – has somehow given me the permission again to
reconnect with the more 'poetic' qualities of my own writing and not to feel
self-indulgent doing so. And he has reminded me that having an
opinion about something and wanting to put that in (creative) writing
need not deliver bland finger wagging didacticism but, rather, can be
done in a way that uses the 'stuff that makes us like books' to have
a meaning and resonance that takes us beyond 'mere' words.
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